frustration.

and when i wake up, this face..
it's beautiful, shining eyes never stop staring
i want to make it stop
i want to make it leave
but it won't
and i'm left to my thoughts
and dreams
the constant want of change
for my whole world to be ripped away from me
just so i can cry
and finally fucking do it
let it out
find some way to release this tidal wave in my mind
frustration strangles me
it claws at my skin
into my iris
through my eyes
i can't stand this anymore
but i will
i have to
no weakness because i am not weak



let me bleed and cry until all my frustration drains away.
let this be over.
so i can live again.